It was just a moment, just one small moment of darkness... And everything just suddenly turns bright as day.
There I was standing, middle of nowhere.... No idea where I've been, no idea where I am...
Just as quick as it turns to day.... I felt a presence.. A presence so great I just can't express...
It grew silent.... I could hear my breathing... Gone was the sound I thought I heard... Now it's only me... my breathing... and the great presence....
There stood before me... Was not someone... or something... but just pure greatness...
He looked upon me... And He said...
His voice echoes not as sound.... But through my head.... "Have You Sin?"
This I believe is one of those moments where thinking before you speak is invalid... Cause I never felt as naked as transparent as this....
I couldn't find my voice... It's like one of those moments where a parent question his child.....
I choke... not upon my words.... but His mere presence.. "Yes... yes I have." My voice is softer than a whisper... I couldn't even hear myself....
"And What Are Your Sins?" His booming voice once again echoed... through my mind... And strangely I could feel it down to my chest....
I thought... It was useless to think... I knew He knew what I was gonna say... "Base... on which Religion?"
"Base On Your Religion."
It was an awkward silence...... Like a parent who knew what the fault is... But having to question the child.. To make sure the child understands his mistakes.... I hate that feeling...
He knew I hate that feeling...
"Do You Have A Religion?"
"Do You Even Understand The Importance Of A Religion?"
He knew the answers.... But He is just leading me with his questions....
"Yes... yes.... it's a way of life...."
"Good, Carry On."
He was expecting more.... Maybe He is curious about His creation... I don't know... I can't question Him... His mere presence overwhelm me...
"It's... like .... entering a play field of your choice... And having to abide to its rules..."
By now... I have no idea where I was looking.... I wasn't looking into His eyes... I wasn't even looking at Him... But it felt like a conversation from the heart....
"It's like.... if you pick soccer... you can't use your hands... and if you pick basketball... you're not allow to use your feet..."
He laughed.... a laughter of satisfaction....
"Now My Child, Have You Sin?"
"Yes..... I have.."
